Dear Adriana,
Well, its that time of year again, when all the Easter stuff hits all the stores. Its that time of year again, that all the memories of Easter 2 years ago come flooding back, its that time of year again that I try not to cry when I go to the store and see it all. It is by far the hardest time of year for me. I remember the day we came home from the Hospital without you, Me and Daddy were getting ready for Easter the next morning. It was a lONG day. Easter morning was the first day I did not get to see your pretty face. Being home, I felt you all around me, but I also had such a sick, empty feeling inside my chest, My arms ached for you so bad, and ALL I wanted was for you to be with me. It is this time of year that I have that extra push to spend more time with my kids and appreciate them for all they do and all the little things they say. Its that time of year again, that I am so glad for Christ and the knowledge you will be resurrected and We will be with you again. I love you baby girl. I miss you, and I wish you could be here hunting for Easter eggs with your big sisters and loving on your little Brother. My heart hurts for you, I love you and MISS you SOOOO much Baby Girl.
Love,
Mommy
Kristina, I hope that you are happy and enjoying that sweet baby boy. I know you still miss Adriana and I hope you feel peace and comfort in the knowledge that you'll be with her again. I still miss my Chase and at times, it all comes flooding back and he would be 12 in May. I think that "hole" is always there, but it does get somewhat easier. Love to you and your beautiful family!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss. Beautiful redheads. I have always wanted a red-headed child. I'd love to have you follow along on my blog as well: www.roseandherlily.blogspot.com
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